Tuesday, February 19, 2013

I'd like to introduce you tooooooooooooo...

Minotaur and Blossom Tanner Kapowski
I think they look just like me, don't you? 

I got knocked up by a man I just met while my husband watched. Ha! I've been using that line as much as possible today. It's not every day you can say that. We got to watch the whole thing which is pretty awesome. We got to watch them get sucked into the catheter, then the cath goes into the ute, then the little flash showing them going right in. It's amazing to watch, really. It just unreal that this can happen. Truly God and science working together. It's really amazing. 

The RE burst my hopefully little bubble a little. They are little behind, he says. One is a four cell and one is a five. Ideally they'd be AT LEAST 6 cells- should be more like 8-10. Sadfaces. All out of my hands at this point so all I can do is cross my fingers and pray like hell. Beta is set for March 5th. Lord knows I won't make it that long. I'll be peeing on sticks long, long before that. Trust. 

So now I'm in my very first two week wait. Like the first time I could legit be pregnant. After only almost three years. Crazy pants. But let's keep it real- if there is one thing that I am good at- it's waiting. I've done a lot of it. I may go underground for a while. I have some IRL homies that read my blog- HAI SARSSY! And I would love to be able to surprise them with good news if there is some. So I'll be blogging and holding the entries in draft until we know the news. Don't miss me too much, mmmmkay? 

Say some extra prayers for Minotaur and Blossom. <3 friends.="" nbsp="" p="" thanks="">


  1. Oooh, the suspense! ;) I'm praying like hell for you, lady!

  2. Have you heard of Lisa Eaves and her fertility meditation groups?? I highly recommend....is changing my life!!!! (when I let it). She is in DC.

    Good luck with these embryos...

  3. They DO look just like you! :D Much love off to little Minotaur and Blossom!

  4. It truly is an amazing thing to see. I'm beyond excited for you, love! I'm praying so hard for you, Minotaur, and Blossom! <3

  5. I love the names you gave them! Can't wait for lunch next week!!!! I'll help you pass the time!!! SQUEE!!!

  6. We must have been passing in the office. We have same doc and a fertilized emby. Still no positive htp...the blood test is set for march 6th! Good luck!

  7. I am thinking of you and waiting for an update! Sending you good vibes!