Friday, July 8, 2011

Who needs sperm anyway.

JC went to freeze another sample today. A back up to the back up, I guess.
The RE called today to tell us there were exactly zero living sperm in the sample. Not even one.

Like always- just when I think I'm on the upswing- something sends me plummeting into the depths of despair. I haven't cried in two weeks and now I'm trying desperately to stop.

I fucking hate infertility. I hate this roller coaster. I'm ready to give up and we haven't even started.

8 comments:

  1. :( I'm so sorry lady. Much love to ya.

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  2. OMG - honey, I am so so so sorry!!!! Maybe he just needs some more time after the surgery. You do have some frozen right? IF SUCKS!!!!!!!!

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  3. I am so sorry to hear this, Kathy. Big hugs to you. <3 Hope to catch up with you soon.

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  4. IF is the WORST thing on earth. ((hugs))

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  5. Damn it. ((hugs)) I heart you.

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  6. I'm so sorry girl. I hate hate hate that you guys are being hit by blow after blow. It's not fair, and it seriously is the worst thing.

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  7. Oh Kathy, I'm so sorry. {{Hugs}}

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