So today would have been my estimated egg retrival had we gone through IVF. ::le sigh::
Emotionally I've been doing ok. And then I figured out that it would have been today and I got a little sad. In my head, I know that waiting a year isn't a deal breaker. But in my heart it feels like there is just no end in sight to all of this.
The hardest part is that I'm afraid I will spend the next year watching everyone else move forward and I'll still be left behind. Still with no baby.
I just don't want to spend the next year sad. It will just be too much.