Monday, January 7, 2013

This is really happening.

So we're really going to do IVF. ::gulp::  I got my period today and shit got serious.

Sounds like a funny thing to put in a blog that's done nothing but bitch about waiting to do IVF, right? ha ha Turns out I'm REALLY good at talking about IVF, but I'm super mega nervous to actually go through with it. Part of it is that I'm irrationally afraid they will tell me I still need to lose weight. (I'm really fine- I just am a paranoid freak) but part of it is just the whole emotional roller coaster of it all and not knowing what to expect.

I got my calendar and I should expect a call from the pharmacy as early as the end of the week to set up med delivery. ::gulp again:: I will call tomorrow to set up my mock transfer and our injection class. Birth control starts on Wednesday and will go through the 29th of January.

I'm not telling anyone that we're doing this in real life- not my mom or anyone. So interwebz- it's just you and me through all this.

Here goes nothin.

8 comments:

  1. I am so excited for you!!!!!! I hope everything goes well! :)

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  2. I suddenly have that Imagine Dragons song stuck in my head. "It's time to begin isn't it..." This is a big, huge, scary thing to be finally staring down after so much anticipation. But you are the strongest, most awesome person I know, and you got this, ok? Ok.

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  3. YES. Good luck honey, you can do this.

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  4. You will be amazing. You're so strong, you don't even know it. You got this girl.

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  5. Good luck dear! Sending lots of love and positive thoughts.

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  6. Hooray! I'm so excited for you, friend. Sending you lots of love and e-hugs.

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  7. That's so exciting! Good luck. Fingers crossed for you!!! I didn't respond on my first protocol, so my cycle is cancelled. A different protocol next month. Ugh, what a disappointment.

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