Tomorrow, I made THIS post. My very first blog post. :::le sigh:::
I remember being so hopeful. I remember thinking our biggest obstacle would be my arthritis. I remember stalking my chart every day- staring at it looking for patterns. I remember analyzing every twinge I felt.
So here I am a whole year later. And nothing is as it was then.
I gave up on charting long ago- just didn't seem to have a point anymore. I know we'll never have a baby "the old fashioned way". I have cancer. My husband and I have both been hospitalized since then.
Next year has to be better, right?