Everything. Ok, so not EVERYTHING. But a lot. I've been having the longest internal pity party in history. I feel like I could cry at the drop of a hat and I can't even decide why. But here are a few reasons.
1. My husband. Maybe someone could tell him that HE decided to have gastric bypass? No one made him do it. So get your shit together and do what you are supposed to be doing. I can't help but feel responsible for his health. I wish I could let go and just let him figure it out on his own- but it's just very hard for me. On top of all that- he keeps making shitty comments about me being a nag. I'm trying hard not to cause him physical harm.
2. My mother.
Yes, your husband (my father) passed away. But that does not make you helpless so stop acting helpless. And if you could do that sooner rather than later, that would be great. kthxbai.
3. My job.
I hate you right now. HATE. I hate my lazy coworkers. I hate my bitchy manager. I need a new one.
Bleh. I need out of this funk.