Can I take back my Thankful Thursday? CD1 for me today. And I'm not thankful. What a total mind fuck that was. It was just long enough of a wait to make me think that despite the odds being 99.9% stacked against us, that I *might* actually be pregnant. Just long enough to think about how I would tell my Mom on Christmas. Just long enough to have my husband think that we might not have to spend an insane amount of money trying to have a child.
And now I'm just left feeling stupid for being hopeful.