We're going to the RE today. Cycle 6 and I'm already going to see the RE. I never thought we would be here.
I'm hoping for some hope. I know I have a lot to learn. I just need some hope.
Emotionally- it is already so unbelievably hard. I'm terrified of so many things. I'm scared of getting consumed by IF. I'm scared of what it will do to my marriage. I'm scared of the financial impact it will have on our lives. But really- I'm scared of never having children.
So we'll see. The first thing I need is just some hope.